Hearing from God week 10

Tonight, I heard confirmations for things that I've heard before, but also some new things.

Tony - Jeremiah, God loves me with an everlasting love. "I have loved you with an everlasting love"

Judy - I am the most beautiful flower that God has created, and He is so happy with me. She didn't get the name of the flower or any details, but that I am a most beautiful flower. She said I have a radiant smile. She also gave me a verse from Corinthians about fragrance.

2 Cor 2:15
For we are to God the pleasing aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing.

And I told them that I had smelled a wonderful spiritual aroma arising from PGCC once upon a time, on a day when the sermon was powerful and the praises of people rose up like a fragrance to the heavens.

Stanley said 2 things. The first was that He would take away things that might have been said to me in the past regarding my relationship with God, things that were discouraging or unkind would be taken away. He also said that he saw a windy day and that God was telling him that He would blow away everything that's blocking the path between me and God. I am on the right path and I should keep doing what I am doing and continue to seek Him.

Susan said that she saw a sunny day in a park and an ice cream truck and an atmosphere of happiness. She also said that there was this sense of refreshment, that I refresh God, even though I am His creation.

Brent said that he saw a massive tree and that He loves to look at me under this tree and it's somewhere I love to be. He also said he saw many kids there but among the kids, God sees me. He adores me in this place as I am.

There seems to be this sense of God trying to tell me just how much he loves me, and that I am so special to Him. Nothing I do could make Him love me any more or any less. I have heard this before, and I have had it drawn for me in a picture, but what is it about this that I am not getting? I must pursue this issue and ask God what He is trying to say and how it fits into His plan for me. But it's true. He has created a joyful person in me. I was born joyful and I was joyful as a child. It was taken away from me in teenhood and in my young adult I swung between mania and depression but I have had that taken away from me. I know a true joy and peace now in the Lord, and He has brought me through my trials and tribulations to know what true joy is. I no longer have days where all I want to do is cry. I always have somewhere to turn and someone to turn to. I am happy a lot, but in a mature, non-manic way. I am joyful. The joy of the Lord is my strength.

Judy mentioned one more thing; I should sing and praise/worship. She had this sense that it was something I should do is sing. And it comes very naturally. When I sing to worship the Lord in church, it arises from a spiritual place within me, and it comes easily. Singing outside of that, you can hear that I am trying very hard to sing, but singing to the Lord, which is a special time of relationship for me and Him, comes very naturally to me.